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"sometimes i just want to give up.. want to give in.. want to quit the fight.. but one look at you.. can make everything alright.."

fine Charmie.. here im updating my blog na.. hehehe.. argh.. its been almost 2 months na since my last entry.. hihihihi..

hmmm.. first of all.. I need to change my lay-out na.. I'm not a fish anymore.. uhmmm.. here's the thing.. I dropped out of the Ateneo Swimming Team or the Beluga Sharks as we call it (what?!).. just that it's getting kinda hectic na.. not with the sched but with the… hehehe.. bitin.. basta.. it's so hard.. I may not be a varsity player anymore.. but I'll always be a fish.. nyaha..

I went to my province last weekend.. before.. driving to Pampanga was usually 2 hours long.. but now.. with the new and improved North Luzon Expressway.. traveling time is cut down to an hour.. that's if you don't follow the speed limit.. hehehe.. bad.. tsk tsk.. I was driving really fast.. the speed limit is 100 km/h.. I think I was driving at about 140.. nyaha.. when I arrived at our house there, my cousin told me that enforcers are already strict in implementing the speed limit rule.. anyone caught speeding will be fined and the driver's license will be confiscated.. after hearing the news.. damn.. I was so glad that I wasn't caught.. hihihi.. I arrived there before lunch.. I hate it when I go to the province.. it's not that it's far or anything (it's really not that far.. hehehe..).. it's just that when I get there.. I tend to eat a lot.. I love my grandma's cooking.. her cooking is so fantastic and very irresistible.. hehehe.. I spent the whole afternoon sleeping, watching tv, and reading a book (marco? Reading a book? Is that you? Hehehe..).. yes.. I read a book.. nyaha.. it's 15 minutes by Paulo Coelho.. it's but not the whole book though.. just a few chapters.. anyways.. after dinner.. my cousin and I went out and played billiards all night.. playing billiards can be so addictive.. nyaha.. I taught my cousin a few tricks.. hehehe.. addict talaga.. we went home at around 12:00 coz we hafta go to mass early in the morning.. I didn't drink that night which makes my Saturday night incomplete.. Sunday came and I woke up at around 5:00 to get ready for mass.. as usual.. we attended the 6:00 mass and ate out afterwards.. I spent the whole morning sleeping..i went back to Manila after lunch so I could catch the Ateneo-LaSalle game.. sadly.. we lost to DLSU.. argh.. we'll get 'em next time.. I'm planning to watch the game this Saturday.. it's Ateneo vs. UST.. hehehe.. I'll probably watch it with my friends.. even though they're all Thomasians.. hehehe..

Block news.. it's sad that a few of our blockmates left F2.. Oju, Lloyd, and Benny dropped out of Ateneo.. Ann shifted to management.. Mimi shifted to Management Engineering (whoa! Naks mimay!!).. *sigh* I'll miss you guys.. hope to still see yah around.. on the other hands.. I have new blockmates who shifted in to Eco.. starting off with Diane.. I really don't know her that much but I see her as a really serious type.. Next is Gen.. she's from Eco-Honors.. smart.. really smart.. hehehe.. during our orsem .. block F2 was with block K.. so I knew Gen na.. hehehe.. she's a really friendly type.. always smiling.. however.. when she's in class na.. the Eco-H vibe comes out na.. hehehe.. the last but not the least is Charmie.. the reason why I'm updating my blog right now.. hehehe.. joke.. Charmie is my classmate in 3 out of my 4 classes.. at first.. she may seem as the shy and silent type but as you get along with her.. you'll see the real Charmie.. a fun to be with gal.. now this is becoming more of a testimonial.. hihihi.. basta.. she's game in parties and stuff.. saying.. di natuloy yung block party.. heard this gal can drink pa naman.. hehehe.. she's cool.. plus she's really smart.. lam niyo ba? She got a B in our first long test in calculus.. *sigh* it's a testimonial talaga.. yun lang.. nyaha.. it's great to have new blockmates..

Today was an okay day for me.. well.. except for the hunger.. went to all of my classes.. I'm becoming studious again.. sort of.. hehehe.. anyways.. after SA.. I went to Mateo Ricci with Charmie for our org interview.. it was fun.. learned some new terms such as SPEEPLE and FACCIONISTA.. wahaha.. afterwards.. we went to the caf to meet up with the block and waited for our Eco class..

I'm kinda pissed off right now.. I didn't eat breakfast this morning so I was really hungry during may morning classes.. I made plans with 'someone' to eat out for lunch after Eco class.. I asked her not to eat so that what happened before wouldn't happen again (long story).. she agreed.. knowing that we'll eat out for lunch.. I did not eat during my break because I knew that it would only ruin my appetite.. but when Eco class came.. that 'someone' told me that she won't eat later on because she already ate.. damn.. I was so pissed off and at the same time very hungry.. argh.. I'm just glad that Klart and Ialou were there me forget of my growling stomach with their weird block celebrity look alike.. thanks baby sisters.. *hugz*

I want to go out this week.. I'm craving for alcohol.. hehehe.. who can I ask to come? decisions decisions.. :P