"still i see.. tears from your eyes.. maybe i'm just.. not the one.. for you.."
woah.. its been like.. uhmmm.. a month.. nyaha.. well.. nothings new.. just doing my research paper.. which was due last wednesay and i hafta finish tonight so i can pass it tom.. argh.. im such a crammer.. hmmmm.. makes me remember high school.. cramming days.. which was really applicable.. unlike nowadays.. u really hafta get a head on start.. *sigh* well.. a lot has happened the past month..
il start with valentine's day.. hmmmm.. since im single.. i didnt have a special someone to go out with.. so i decided to got out with special people.. nyaha.. so un.. the day was very hectic.. first i hafta submit some stuff.. the PE project and got it printed.. but first.. i went to a flower shop and ask to arrange three red roses.. im not going to tell who their for.. but i cut all my subjects just to accomplish my mission.. yah ryt.. nyaha.. afterwards.. i went to the computer shop to get my project printed.. so after i submitted it na.. and i waited for my bes and another blockmate.. after meeting up with them.. we ate at shakey's.. argh.. talk about single's night.. well.. we shared some stuff.. and proceeded to seattle's after.. there we met up with another blockmate.. its kinda confidential so cant share.. after.. i dropped my bes at the usual stairs and head on home.. i can say that that valentine's day wasn't bad after all.. at first i thought it would be a gloomy night at home.. but to my surprise.. it was the best valentine's day ever.. going out with friends really is fun..
i remember my birthday.. nyaha.. i celebrated my birthday with lotsa people.. hehehe.. hmmmm.. first.. on the 18th.. i went to temple with my blockmates and treated them.. uhmmmm.. thanks viva, klart, ialou, jd, ann!! hehe.. thanks talaga.. hope u enjoyed.. the dancing was great.. but what really struck me was our bonding.. la lang.. said some stuff.. learned some stuff.. there was one thing though.. one that's very hush hush.. hehehe.. dont worry.. i won't tell.. nyaha.. let's see.. that night.. i didn't drink a lot.. coz i knew i hafta drive.. i got punched in the nose(thanks ann).. i went home very late.. oh.. one of the things that made my birthday was by bes greeted me first.. nyaha.. so un.. after that night.. i slept na.. coz i knew i will do lotsa stuff.. when i woke up.. i went to school to meet up with our block rep.. nyaha.. we were supposed to go back to our NSTP spot and meet up with some of the kids.. but we were both late.. argh.. so we decided not to go na.. we called up my bes instead and ate lunch at chocolate kiss.. so there.. bonding again.. afterwards.. i dropped joey off back in admu and dropped my bes off at galleria.. party girl.. tsk tsk.. then i went to saisaki to meet up with my family.. again.. i ate lunch.. that lunch was really special for me coz just seeing those people there eating with me makes me realize how special i am to them.. knowing their from pampanga and all.. so un.. after.. i wnet home and rested.. the celebration wasn't done.. that night.. i met up with my barkada and played billiards with them.. after we drank and drank.. one friend of mine even rolled down the pool.. nyaha.. kei lng yan lyan.. so un.. after.. i slept at my friends house.. my party was so great.. i enjoyed every minute of that day even though it was so tiring.. thanks for making it special u guys..
hmmmmm.. wut else.. well.. im just going to say that playing billiards can be so addictive.. ive been playing every night for the past week with my friends.. argh.. enjoy naman eh.. nyaha..
uhmmm.. why is it that sometimes.. when you do something for others.. they misunderstand it.. and say that y are you butting in or something.. ala lang.. i dunno.. perhaps i just love helping people out.. specially the ones who are really close to me.. id do everything that i can.. and its even okay from me if they dont even appreciate it or something.. it just that the feeling of fulfillment really overwhelms me.. so un.. i mishu bes..
did this ever happen to you na? you liked someone.. and you fell for her.. but she rejects you.. and you realize that you've fallen so deep for her.. and you make yourself realize that it really wasnt meant to be.. so now your on the verge of moving on.. but as you see her.. her smile.. even just a glance.. you know.. again.. you'd fall.. la lang.. hrap eh..
saw my friends new lay outs.. la lng.. makes me wonder.. its really kinda funny.. since im the official fish in our block.. someones butting in the picture.. he says he's a dolphin and all.. just because he gave someone a dolphin bracelet.. hmmm.. im being mean am i? la lang.. its just that.. ala.. its like my kabarkada kasi eh.. u dont want to lower your pride and yet u want others to pity u by saying that ur a dolphin in distress.. gosh.. i dont mean to be mean (huh?).. but its just like what i said to my kabarkada.. what's up with that?! its so pathetic.. okay okay.. im being so mean na.. so un lang.. anyways.. guess im a shark naman eh.. a tiger shark during high school.. and bluga shark now (what the F**k is that?!).. *sigh* but honestly.. swimming isn't really the first thing on my list to do this month.. so un.. rest muna.. sorry sa tinamaan nung sinabi ko..
well i hafta get back in doing my paper na.. hafta finish it.. damn.. this has got to be my hell week.. first submission of research paper.. then orals and finals for PE tom.. so gotta get back to work.. buhbye.. that's it for now.. il try to blog more this time.. nyaha..
